Till the end, i'll hold onto your hand...

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

and yes i found my justice of peace to solomise my wedding in july!!!!
and i must say his really a nice nice nice JP!
e JP gave me a 3 options which i can choose to do for my wedding

either,

i make my own vows

(which i tnk would be damn sweet!),
use the other options of vows which he gave

(which is also very meaningful and holds a very very strong meaning),
or do it in chinese

(which of course it's not POSSIBLE!)
so then now i gotta tnk of some vows to commit myslf into our marriage...

vows that JP gave me,

In sickness, I will nurse you to health.
In health, I will nurture you.
In sadness, I will bring you joy.
In happiness, I will share it with you.
In poverty, I will make our love rich.
In wealth, our love will not grow poor.
When you need encouragement, it will be from me,
When you need a helping hand, it will be mine.
With this ring as a token, I now marry you.

I vow to always keep my love, as pure as it is today.
In your laughter, and your tears, in your sickness, and your health.
In your comfort, and your fears, in your proverty and your wealth.
I promise to be true to you, I promise to cherish you.
With this ring as a token, I now marry you.

the words meant so much and it really express so much committments
into something which you want to share with your love one for
the many years to come...

i went back to read the moments that we once shared from the time we started out,
it was filled with tears, laughters and all the mixed feelings,

but throughout it all i realise you have been by my side,

each time improving yourself,

and me knowing exactly that you were the one for me.
though i was not certain initially that we would have made it till today,

to share our lives together,
you have surprised me that you are firm that im your exclusive.
so many feelings which i cant express it to words,

you are like making my happiness last for a lifetime.
since the time you knew i've been searching for that one to settle down with.
you've shined your light during my darkest moment,

be my sunshine which made me go crazily insane,

nurture me back to health which i was most weak,

made me think of only you when im lonely,

all the things which you have done for me,
im selfishly wanting more from you my dear...
it's only you that i have on my mind..
always... <3>

Friday, April 25, 2008

ytd was dearest off day again!
went out to sing kbox with him.

it was realy extremely fun comparing to like e 1st time i sang with him???
there's just no mre embarrassment with us

so even if it sounded awful it was still hilarious!

oh yeah last weekend we collected our wedding band

which i re-made another new set.

real excited that all's coming so soon.

im suddenly feeling rather SCARED!

HAHA!
M hotel called too and said the contract was ready,

photoshoot's coming,

and our rom's in 92 days???!!

OMG! thats real quick!!!!

and im anticipating for that moment! =)

wed was suppose to go for bridging,

didnt really have e mood to,

chatted with amanda and we both almst cried.

im sry amanda if i made you emo too! haha

she told me things which i didnt know how to place it into words,

it's been there all this while

and i finally found how to put it.

came back, met dearest at my hse,

talked to him only at night.

and now i know that,

he would be there to hold my world when it crashes,

not even e last one to accuse me when smth happens,

there to believe, accept, trust me.

not to put me off but to understand me.
i know it would work out.
and we are all looking forward to that day.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

ehhh let's recall what happened this week!
cant really rmb but i know i went shopping with mummy to taka on fri night
mummy got voucher $300 so she spend it ALL on me!
hahahha happy but guilty,
still i bought 4 nicey,sexy lingerie(HEY THERE! no dirty thoughts huh!)
some undergarments for myslf and ooooo
was going back and went daniel yam,
chose for my beautiful mother a nice nice gown
FOR MY WEDDING!
plain but very nice!
just right for her!!! so perfect!

arggh i tnk i only rmb all this the whole week through out!
went sch everyday, bridging classes,

saw e cute guy for amanda,

ate and ate and ate with ernestina in sch,

in between the week

a few arguments with dearest,

thats pretty much all.

when i tnk of more i would update,

and when im not soooooooo lazy! heheh!

Monday, April 14, 2008

such a long time since i last blogged.
sch's been two weeks, this is e 3rd alr.

lessons been alright.

law's been very interesting!

infor has been SOOOO boring! lecturer also end soooooo early!!!

assignments are due pretty soon and yes im trying to do it! boos!

ytd stayed home to move rooms

my dearest and sweetest mummy and daddy gave up their master bedroom for me and andy.

really very sweet of my lovely parents.

did sooooooo much for us.

appreciate their love for me!!!

all the small things they have done for me.

boos i duno what else to blog alr!

some times i really do wonder how much things would you do for me?

i know you love me,

you wish to spend the rest of your life with me,

but how much i meant to you?

mayb im being more thoughtful then you are,

more appreciative of us mre than you did,

loved you more than you love me?

i just some times really wonder.

would you miss me if im not by ur side anymore?

would you forget me when im not with you for a long time?

am i just someone you do not consider caring abt her feelings

cause you are more knowledgeable than her?

im just wondering wondering wondering.......