Till the end, i'll hold onto your hand...

Friday, August 29, 2008

days have been pretty boring for me besides having classes

studying for my so i dont like exam!

im getting real tired this few days too.

mayb i lack some exercising but im just too lazy to get up at 645am to run with my dearest!
dearest new car came ermmm last wk i tnk or was it the previous?

anw it's nice i like!

soo family!!

his frens said i could slowly fill up the 5seats left in e car after excluding me and him.

so i said nope e most i tnk i would have 3 kiddies!

ohhh we're praying a baby would unexpectedly bump into our life this month. =)

i would be happiest of all!

*praying praying*

ohhh im setting up a bazaar stall in SIM on 6sept!

so if your happening to pop by there do come and say HI to me! =)

im selling my clothes(brand new) and hand made earrings, necklaces, and hair accessories.

Friday, August 22, 2008

i've set up another website specially to blog about our married life.

dearest specially requested so that we can put up pics, blog about everything

and frens can all go and take a look at how we have progressed.

there we can blog if im pregnant,

scans and how big in size i would grow,

things to laugh about,

things to remember when i look back at the entries,

and when we're 60's and the children are big,

we can always recollect those moments before we forget it.

i've also changed my blog song, which i really love alot.

just a random music my lecturer was playing once in class.

it's just so smoothing and makes me feel into my heart.

i always love to bring myself to how i've come to this start of a different life

all woman would have to go through.

at age 20, i cant believe it myself,

the paths i've decided to choose,

the way i want things to be,

foreseeing what would the future be,

when's our children going to bump into our lifes,

what's 5years from now?

i asked myself that when i was 18,

the nxt guy who's my bf would be the guy i would marry.

i remember going to SIM,

made new friends, went to work in ERA for boss,

sat at the back corner,

chancing upon mr andy,

eye exchanging but didnt wana approach,

he looking at me each time he walks pass,

finding excuses to just pass my way,

deepest memory is where after dinner coming back to office,

he would stand just outside his door,

not going in, keys in the lock, waiting to push the door to go in,

but his head it turned towards my direction,

and im facing him with my back

because im looking at him from the reflections on the window.

i wished at that moment we said something.

one fine day, something blew into him,

walking pass me he offered the fisherman sweets he had in his hands,

"would you like some?"

thats where we spoke.

till he stood at my cubicle, introducing himself to me,

for that moment i felt the people in front of me didnt exist and i only saw him!
it's amazing how i felt that way

it's been a while since i last felt it, and it was him which gave me that feeling

assuring me his REALLY the one.

at that time when he was too caught up with his things to bother about my existence

it shattered my heart into a million pieces.

i felt i brought myself back to that feeling i hate so much!

it was a torturous month for me.

i just knew i partied like there was no tomorrow,

i just wanted to get out of that pain that was killing me inside,

till he came and pick me up in his arms again.

starting all our lifes together.

what he said he made it true,

from friends to girlfriend,

girlfriend to wife

thats how our love should grow.

and it did. <3

Monday, August 18, 2008

oh my shy shy nephew!

see how shy he is before he warms up to PLAY!
my bestie diyanah! loves!

thnks frens for turning up
(though some late huh!!)

now you can see e smile on nephew's face!
we were looking at smth,

i do not know what??!
diyanah, bride & groom
one nice pic with my sis in law
huggies
four beauties
in my room

changing out of my gown

and we all had fun playing poppers!!

so did dearest's frens

it fell into the food!!

got all the pics from my darling girl so finally can upload it up.

i realise aft marrying life's been so different for me,

it's just like you know there would definately be someone waiting for you,

someone to lean on and cry on when you are down,

someone to give you encouragement,

someone to bully and make fun of,

someone to complete the puzzle in you life.

even now we think so alike!

it's either before i ask or after he ask it's what each of us are thinking abt!

ohhhhh

cant help but keep feeling bliss on how i met you

and married to you.

i believe even if one day we have alot of arguements over our children

we would grow old together

hand in hands.

you have loved me with every single bit of ur heart,

sheltered me from the stormy weathers,

and let me know im ur most special one. =)

Friday, August 15, 2008

i finally got to get my pics for my ROM!
yeah which means im trying to upload for VERY long time!!

so here are the pics!

ohhh video would upload the nxt round. =)

here we start!

the very nice swing that we sat on to exchange vows

e tent i wanted to have and dearest did e balloons with our names =)

wine glasses
ribbon tied on the gates

poppers to play with!

(my frens i knew your had fun!)
wine for all
flowers done by dearest, balloons lined the way
getting all prepared
1st pic we took tog
(aft coming back from make up)
my most beloved mummy n daddy <3> dearest parent's

(my in laws)
2nd pic of us again
(i love this pic though, how you held me in ur arms)
our wedding bands
lilies and champagne roses
thats cedric!
(my adorable newphew)
im preparing and dearest was POSING!!
im always smiling
time to exchange promises
"do you take her to be your lawful wife?"

and now it's MY turn!
and aft exchanging vows,
you finally wore the ring on my fingers
doing the same for you
and do sign that you would honour your words
(no turning back HUH!!)

i know promise i would do
pa's(father in law) turn as witness

daddy you too
our very nice JP
and he was telling us what's impt of a marriage
before pronouncing us husband n wife

and so FINALLY!
mr and mrs andy neo!
congratulating us
our promise of eternity

is at last in our hands!
not forgetting kissing ur wife
so we thank mr chia ti yu
(our JP) with a pic
both daddys
ma (mother in law) was shedding tears of joy,

baby julius congratulating me too!
but i doubt he knew what was happening! haha

he was wondering what's he doing at a different place
dearest and buddy
we were enjoying our catered food from jack's place

AND, she was caught eating!
(if you dont know her she's my sis in law)

this pictures reminded me of that day which we started our lives together
sometimes,
the memory is always in your mind,
but you would tend to forget it,
thus this pictures and video's remind you once again of what you've been perserving
thats whr you would realise how much you had loved that person.
i remembered the time where we were trying apply for our rom date,
below 21 thus parental consent,
however they were also my adopted parents,
so they wanted documents which was so long ago
we had no way to retrieve it back,
so in e end it was a big hassle and we manage to do it.
time really flew passed,
and we're married for coming a month.
we're moving on to our wedding in oct.
ohhh food tasting was ytd night,
it was very nice food,
except for certain dishes which i dont tnk it's good,
but well, it's ok!
so we have 2 months more to prepare!
it's gona be poooof,
our wedding day!