Friday, September 26, 2008
im been away since like mon?
it was a pre honeymoon for me and dearest except there were like
his colleagues and their spouse there.
yeah we drove up to m'sia legends golf resort for some retreat(training for them) and leisure
and it SURE WAS FUN!
we went horse riding, out of the place to eat very very yummy food,
a form of reflection for me and many many more.
first day we date at this restaurant call JIM MAN LOU and the food was SURPRISINGLY good!
fish,chicken,kangkong,deer meat, cereal prawns,cant rmb what else...
went to resort to check in and we went HORSE RIDING aft that!!
hahah i SAT on top of a horse and walked like 1hr in e jungle!!!
my butt hurt like hell then aft it!
and it seriously was FRIGHTENING riding on top of a very HIGH up horse!
so aft that we went to eat(cant rmb whr)
came back chatted,they drank and basically relaxed.
second day dearest went golfing for like ermmm 6hrs??!!! so i was so bored!
but his friends and me sat there and chatted chatted and chatted.
learnt alot of things from them about marriage and all.
real fruitful! =)
training session for them. wont go into details but i think i impressed his friends =)))
oh and i think we went back to eat that JIM MAN LOU again for dinner cause i was craving for it!
third day training for them in e mrning again, stayed awhile but went to slp aft that,
went for massage when they ended and dearest went GOLFING AGAIN!!
but it's ok, when i ended my massage, showered and pretty soon he came back. =)
this time i was quite sick of JIM MAN LOU alr so we just drove around and had a very
UNEXPECTED finding.
we found this seafood restaurant at some place which served EXTREMELY nice food!
we ate salted veg soup(my craving again!), kangkong(2plates), 2 different types of chicken
(thai style and sweet and sour) and and the best part was the CRABS!!!
we had like 2chilli crab, 2black pepper and we thought to order another one so we had
1 more salted egg crab!! hahah!! so happy!
last day packed and packed our HEAPS of clothes!
we left and half way decided to go to this waterfall,
went in for a dip and the water was DAMN EXTREMELY cold like ice water!
but it was really a experience!
the current of the water was also very strong and and and they did alot of funny things
and we girls were laughing and laughing!
so aft that we drove to JB to have our massage again,
my it was good! and SO CHEAP TOO!! 1and a half hr sgd about $44 only!!!!
oh and it's full body!
and the lady cracked all my bones and it felt damn gd!
so we went to have seafood for dinner again!
we ate crabs again(2chilli and 2 black pepper), prawns, veggie, chicken....
and now i feel SO FAT FAT FAT!
ohhh my and wedding is like 1months time! counting from today!!
it's alr the 26th of sept!!!
my my my my my there's suddenly SO many things to do at the moment!!
dear's got to paint his house,
we got to send out our invitation cards soon,
and the list just GOES ON AND ON AND ON!!!
alright i shall end here now.
i'll upload the pics when i get it! plus videos and everything
in e meantime im gona count the days to my wedding! =)
Friday, September 19, 2008
ok i know i just blogged on the 15th so i was comtemplating should i blog again
but since im like so bloody bored at home i should just update some things
ytd results for my repeat subj ISB came out
3 cheers for samantha cause she got a B! *claps*
ok i know you must be thinking im kidding you but NO im not!
i was surprise myslf too how i manage to get that
anw im glad to move on with UOL =)
mon i would be away in m'sia with dearest and his team.
for some retreat but i think is seems more like a leisure! hahah!!
at least now i can enjoy my short trup and not worry abt it
and i can also do my bazaar in oct at SIM! ohhh so excited!!
mel thnks for promoting my online shop!
i still like bazaar and selling clothings to the girls.
so fun and this time i got a gd fren to do with me!
for that 3whole days!!
so if your miss me can come and look for me at SIM HQ ok??
many friends make me HAPPY!
the more i think of the bazaar e more happy i am
only that it's like 3days before my wedding!!
oh i forgot to state it's on e 22th till 24th oct
and 26th's my wedding!!!!
anw im still doing it!
i cant leave it stagnant esp when UOL JUST STARTED LESSONS!!
and RMIT is having exams!!!
how can i miss it when im missing nxt mon's one!!!
where that one has a fashion show!
so im still gona sooooo do it!
enough of the bazaar for nw,
tmr i can see our edited pic for our photoshoot so i hope i turns out nice!
pretty pretty samantha and handsome andy. =)
alright im gona go back to watching show since im so totally bored!
and i wana watch mama mia!
hopefully darling's free tonight!! =)
*im gona pray and hint hint to him!*
Monday, September 15, 2008
ytd i finally had a chance to take pictures of e NEW clothes i brought in!
mummy had time to help me take since dearest is SOOOO busy with his wrk!
i had fun taking with mummy though!
hehe she took for me quite a few sexy shots!
i think she makes a SUPER gd photographer!
i've yet to upload to my blog so give me till wed ok??!!
i've got to go sch ltr so hopefully at night i can upload them one by one!
so below are my sexy shots! =)
if you would like some of the clothes it would be posted in my blogshop
so check it out by wed ok!! =)
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ytd night we went to ikea to buy all e furniture for our wedding
so nice choosing all our furnitures
if we have our new house it's going to be EVEN more things to buy!!!
wheee cant wait for that day but im satisfied with what i have now. =)
so ytd night we had a bit of unhappiness,
i cried and cried non stop,
initially i thought dearest didnt bother even if i did cry,
i was just not a gd wife,
i dont know whr's going wrng,
what's he thinking about,
was the marriage a right thing to start with,
till he asked me what was it i want, what's with e crying,
and i told him i just wanted him to love me,
then did i realise actually ALL along he had loved me,
everything was for my sake,
his mind was always thinking about me when he does EACH and every SINGLE thing.
it was me who thought about the bad things about him,
it was me who thought mayb he didnt love me enough,
or i've yet to get his whole heart,
mayb i was just not a gd enough wife,
what was i suppose to do,
thats when he told me i'm wrong,
a BIG BIG BIG wrong mistake im making!
he loved me with all his heart,
sometimes i ask him if im a gd wife,
at times i am, but sometimes i fail to understand him
thats why he feels so hard to explain his feelings to me,
cause i thought i understood but in actual fact i did not,
cause i chose to believe otherwise,
he knows his directions whr his going,
cause he making it the best for me and him, our family, our future,
i feel like such a big idiot,
i love him so much, extremely alot,
but we misunderstood each other!
we're going to make it better,
or rather I AM going to change to make this better.
i really AM!
so im changing, would god bless us with a child???
im praying....
i love you with all my heart my dearest baby. *hugs*
