Monday, September 14, 2009
alright i think it's been a great long while since i last blogged??
baby gregory's coming to 4mths this 21st.
how fast can that be!! his laughing at me and everyone every single day.
you just can believe how adorable he can be.
dearest one went to shave his head botak.
granddad's calling him commando everyday cause his so big!
here's his latest pic laughing!
school's going to start for me again and yes im going to study real hard this time round.
sometimes when i think back, i realise how much my mummy has done for
me and my bro's. how lucky i feel to have her..
it was mum's encouragement that i could have a family at such a young age.
it's her that i have today.
it's her that brought me luxury.
it's her that i can study without any worries.
it's her that made me and my brother's so fortunate.
i rmbed mummy told me before when i was dating,
since i got your bro's a sports car each i would get for you one too,
but to think again, it's no point a girl driving,
a guy should be driving me, so instead she showered me with
beautiful clothes, bags, shoes and everything a girl needs...
she was there to take care of my kid while i work/study,
she loved all her grandchildren like no grandmother would do.
she sacrifice her sleep, her free time, every thing,
to help me and my bro's in our children.
she gave me and dearest one a roof over our head while we earn money
to buy our house.
while giving her monthly allowance...
she never once threw her temper at any of us no matter
how fed up she could be
how angry she was..
she loved me and my brother's with all her heart.
giving them huge allowance during their studying years,
gave me support and my sole confidant..
how glad am i to have such a mommy..
alot of ppl told me,
your mommy's so nice, so great, so caring, giving you and your bro's everything,
i cant help but say YES! she's a unique one.
all this years, though not being her real daughter,
she never once thought that i was just out to get her money and property...
she was really like those role model mommy...
really count my lucky stars to have such a great mommy!
Friday, July 24, 2009
call me one hell of a lucky girl but YES i AM!!!
guess what,
mommy bought me a $3080 LV BAG!!!!
i almost went crazy over it!!!
so i made a deal with mommy that no she shall not waste money
buying such an expensive bag,
when she said she'll get me a coach one.
seeing shopping around, coach bags are AWFUL!
ytd we went to taka to shop shop see see with baby..
mommy suggested.
i thought alright im not going to buy but would LOVE to see though...
shopping through gucci(having sale btw, very cheap but designs, hmmm not classy enough),
prada(oh love this bag from there!), then was feeding baby at paragon,
saw sooo many ppl carrying branded bags and ALL are LV!
so mommy said let's go to taka,
went to see chanel
(just found out the signature bag for chanel, it's nice but i think more for runway),
then crossed over to LV, shopped there, walked around,
but baby wanted to drink milk!
so went out to feed them while i discuss with mommy...
as promised i said no no canot buy!
anw the LV bags are so cheap!
common ones you see on the streets are only $1000 odd!
that's so affordable and yes with the brand to it why not???!
then we decided to go back to see again,
i thought if $1000 odd i think should be fine buying.
so we went to see again, then came across this 2 bags,
one was the monogram canvas Tivoli GM ($2k plus, cant rmb exact price)
and the other damier canvas Trevi GM (the one i bought)
and most irritating, a stupid china lady came to take the Tivoli GM
while i was comparing!!!!
so i took hers. hehehe!
anw mommy said yes you deserve it for being such a great daughter,
and for loving me sooo extremely much,
she spent $3080 on me!!!!
i could not help smiling at the bag though.
it felt like a dream to me.
yes it is cause hey i would NOT NOT NOT spend $3k on a bag!!
or rather not till im like earning $10k a month then i would indulge in this??
which girl do not love branded things but ohhh baby comes 1st!
mommy had ALWAYS ALWAYS been the greatest to me.
her mother's love for me know no boundaries,
she spends her whole life giving me the best,
being there for me countless of times,
that makes me feel so lost without her!
she's being such a great mother that ANYONE could ever have!
i'll never ever exchange her for ANYTHING in this world!
love you a million and zillion mommy.........
BIG HUGS!
you dont know how much i LOVEEEE you!!!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
finally i've decided to put up my post after delivering!
i just realise if i do not jot all these memories down,
i would not be able to retrieve it back anymore!
so let's begin with before i was going to deliver gregory,
i was suppose to go for my c-section on 26th, aft exams,
BUT
unknowingly baby seem like he wants to come out earlier then expected!
i started having contractions thus pushed the date to 21st instead. =))
so on the 21st, we were all excited going to deliver baby,
mommy, dearest one, daddy....
went in at 11am for admission, expected time to deliver was at 3.30pm
so we waited waited and waited...
at 2.30pm i was counting down thinking, ohhh another hour more!!!
but before i know it, at 2.45pm they came in and told me surgery pushed to 3pm!
so they pushed me in to put my epidural 1st....
everything was moving so fast,
darling was walking here and there, anticipating....
i was SHIVERING inside the OT cause it was SUPER cold!!!!
the epidural was kinda pain though,
the medicine smell was soooo strong that i felt like slping...
during the time i was receiving the epidural darling was waiting outside,
then when finally the medicine took effect, dr jen came in to open me up,
cutting through layers and layers,
and the moment to push baby out, they quickly called dearest in...
and they said, HERE'S THE MOMENT...
(i was going to slp at that moment though)
and my anesthetist gave a push at my tummy and baby came out!!!
CRYING VERY LOUDLY!!!
haha they didnt even have to make him cry....!
by then i did not know what really was happening though,
i was very tired and slpy,
darling was seeing baby while dr stitch me up...
tugging here and there and hearing baby cry...
dearest went down to the nursery with the nurse while they cleaned me up...
pushing back to my ward, dearest came up to see me...
aft going back to ward they brought baby to be breastfed,
and he ALWAYS ALWAYS fall aslp when drinking milk!!!!!
it was a pretty eventful thing and mommy daddy and everyone came to see me.
baby was very small though... 2.845kg when borned.
24th i finally came back home with BABY!!!
another addition to me and andy's life,
someone that we would care for, love, be responsible...
his growing so cute and adorable nowadays...
he knows when we play with him, he would laugh with a chuckle,
he'll stay awake in the aftnns and slp at night,
he was a little terror at the 1st month,
not wanting to slp at night,
waking up every hour,
crying, making alot of noise...
pratically i could not rest,
i was so paranoid, getting angry at the slightest thing,
thank god, mommy was there to help me alot.
taking care a few nights for me,
letting me have enough rest,
being my pillar of support.
thanks mommy! you've been the greatest....
just a little note for all who have been following my blog,
i'll continue our married life journey in a blog which i had long set up...
if you see my links there's this link called
'our married life'
click on that and i'll continue to blog there...
with love....
Saturday, March 21, 2009
alright so i finally decided to upload pics of my 21st.
nothing special happened that day though.
dearest was working as usual,
went to eat at Goodwood Park hotel
thus you see e durian puffs.
my darling Diyanah surprised me with a bouquet of white roses and happy bday
helium ballon. *loves*
darling came home with his romantic BIG bouquet of flowers too!
red and white it had on it.
did not take much pics,
cause i look SUPR DUBER horrible at 7mths preggie!
tummy's biggy though. =))
mummy gave me a coach swing bag for my 21st.
ordered from overseas and tell you smth,
it COULD have arrived on my bday but the lady wrote the WRONG WRONG WRONG
unit no!!!
(oh addressed to da sao's hse cause my hse mail always gets lost!)
but who knows,
she wrote the WRONG unit no and i didnt get it!
and it was normal post so not trackable,
till i managed to get the no of the despatch ctr on thur
and then they managed to track it!!
anw i loveeeee the baggy sooooo much!
it's useful when i go out with baby gregory in hand! =)
so baby gregory's coming out on the 26th may,
which is like 2mths and ermmm 5 more days! =)
so exciting ain't it??!
i am though!
soon can wash all his baby clothes.
think in april.
i got pretty much most of the things he need.
or haven i??? hmmmm??
anw if i didnt daddy can get it for him! =)
im too lazy to blog now,
if your wondering how im feeling,
it's nice to be preggie but be prepared to bear PAIN!
yes since in advance pregnancy now,
im having TERRIBLE backaches!
and i really mean TERRIBLE!
and it's not helping when exams are like a month away???
boo! got to study more more more more more!
sms me and encourage me to study pls!!!
shall end here.
guess i wont update till erm baby's born?
hehe alright i wont do that,
i'll try to update soon. =)
Saturday, February 14, 2009
so my damn stupid idiot lappie crash on me and i duno what to do!!
i've got to send it to the service ctr at commonwealth so i'll do it
when mummy can send me there.
so meantime i'll just use dearest lappie! =))
reason being for updating?
nothing much but a few interesting things happened!
alright today's valentine's day!
happy valentine to all lovers out there!! *loves*
i rmb OUR valentine me and dearest spent last yr tog.
ok i was NOT smth fantastic cause he was working!!
and i thought he did get me any flowers but he did!
oh i still can recall those memories!
and talking abt that whr did his card go to????
boy i'll go and find!!!!
oh did i mention that my baby's name gona be gregory ian neo?
i doubt i did mention here but i've thought of it long time alr since ermmm
before i got preggie me and mummy was always discussing abt
what if one day i got preggie and if it's a boy or girl and blah blah.
gregory was a name thought by mummy, i thought of the name ian,
so it became gregory ian neo and YES mr andy neo agreed!
(it took great efforts to convince him alright!)
so chinese name his gona think abt it
(OF COURSE consulting ME!!! cause i DID discuss with him too!!)
so now im like 5 and a half mths preggie?
yupp by my bday i'll be 6 and a half!!
and my tummy's getting HUMONGOUSLY HUGE and do you know
how breathless a pregnant woman can get and
how hot she can get!!!
seriously sometimes i feel like im SUFFOCATING and im ALWAYS hot!
i take like 3-4 baths sometimes even 5 a day!!!!
with cold cold water!
i've been shopping for baby though i said nope save money,
but his grandma still decided to buy him some really nice clothes!
if not his gona look like some rag and bone child.
oh poor baby!
so i bought him rompers, t-shirts, outing shorts, sleepsuits, blankies...
his grandma went to kiddy palace today (with me) and got him
a matteress, bed guard,
(cause his gona slp on e bed with me and do away with
a baby cot)
ALOT of clothes for him when's born and outing wear, mittens,
very cute socks, milk bottle, 2 rattles, a comb to make him look handsome,
and practically mummy bought him everything i dont have to spend money to buy.
so everything cost his grandma $238!!!
i told mummy it's not needed, i'll buy him e essentials,
but she wanted to and called the shots,
so i had NO say in what to buy!!!
his one lucky child!
so baby gregory, when you grow up,
rmb that it's grandma who bought you everything!!!
you've got to love her dearly!
aft buying all those things, i had to go to spring maternity to get my tights,
lugging all the items, we took a train,
silly me took towards marina bay!
btw we were at toa payoh. so you know how long since i took train!
anw we only took one stop and this very nice uncle(abt 40plus?)
GAVE UP HIS PIORITY SEAT TO ME!!!
what a nice singaporean!
i insisted no but he said nvm it's alright.
at novena got off e wrong train and took e opp side back,
i was thinking boy no nice singaporean this side back,
surprisingly, this philipina lady with her other friends,
gave up her seat to me too!!!
so her male friend felt bad and gave up his seat to her.
ohhhhhh it really made my day!
so singaporeans are not that unkind aft all.
it depends on who you meet with.. *smiles*
poor dearest of mine went out sailing ytd aftnoon and only got back
at 6am this morning.
it's another week more of reservist that he has! =)))
Monday, February 2, 2009
i realised it's been a while since i took pictures of myself with dearest!!
so ytd i decided to take some pics and at the same time see my tummy!
it was cedric's 6th bday celebration and all of us went to hougang to have
japanese food =))
took a few pics of my nephews and niece except hazel cause
she was slping =((
dearest going reservist this wed.. *tears*
im going to miss him badly cause since we started out,
we've never been parted for more than a day from each other.
and even so it's tonight you go back and slp, i'll see him e nxt day..
hopefully he gets to come out and i'll pray for his safety out at sea
(hopefully he does not have to sail out)
and take this time to study for my prelims too.
sat i'll be doing my 5mths scan to see baby again,
im wishing baby would faster be born,
each day i feel him moving inside me,
it feels so much like a miracle how a life can be created.
anw here's the pics!
(not very nicely taken though but i'll take more soon!)
dearest and me at his uncle's place
(i think i grew uglier! sighs!)
my tummy at 5mths preggie
pretty breanne
nicholas making a scary face
and cedric (bday boy) with his not so nice look(that's not his usual look though he says that's how he looks)
Thursday, January 29, 2009
CNY's coming to and end pretty soon.
just left with a few visitings to do.
this yr's pretty much different for me,
it's my 1st yr giving out ang pows!!!
feel as if i've grown older older older!
oh boy!
mooomooo's yr so much different,
i've got a status of a wife, a daughter, a daughter-in-law and the nxt
a MUMMY!!!
in early june my baby boy's gona be born.
counting down to the day i'll see him and my whole life's gona CHANGE!
i'll be doing everything just for my little boy.
baby would be a moo moo cow baby,
he would be 6mths by the time christmas this yr,
my exam's gona end by the time i go and deliver,
i'll have just passed my 21st bday,
dearest would be a daddy of a handsome baby boy.
boy so much would have changed by end of this yr
and this time nxt yr i would say,
woah in a yr i've became a mummy.
so what's my plans this coming yr?
i'll study hard for the nxt 3 mths till my exams,
anticipate june to quickly come,
do my best for my child,
be a more loving wife,
and i guess that's most impt at the moment?!
and i do not know what's wrong with the bandwith!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
baby boy has been kicking me every single day,
his such and active boy!!
i think he takes aft dearest,
a very mischievous little boy!
so ytd me and mummy went to j8 to get some things,
however when we were at BHG paying for a things,
suddenly i felt really really unwell!!
i told mummy to help me pay for the items
my vision was getting blur
i was shaking,
and the next min when mummy came to my side,
i fainted alr.
poor mummy had a BIG BIG BIG shock of her life!
i really did not know what happened to me.
this giddy spells have been getting more frequent
ever since i got preggie.
thank goodness,
many good samaritians came to mummy's help,
mummy said i was too heavy so she could not hold me,
and luckily 2 guys helped to support me to a chair,
and an auntie kept rubbing the medicated oil on my head before
i could regain conciousness.
dearest got panicky too when mummy called him and told him i fainted,
from bedok i knew he drove like a speedy gonzale
to want to fetch me but mummy drove me home instead.
told daddy and daddy said,
got to see dr jen and get his advice,
mayb i have low blood pressure or low sugar level or mayb just low blood palates.
daddy was just afraid should i faint again without anyone by my side,
i may hit onto something and put me and baby's life at risk.
gosh i wonder what's wrong with me?!
hopefully baby's strong enough to hold out but i think he would,
if he can kick me SOOOO hard every day! =)))
Friday, January 2, 2009
went to see my gynae again aft 4 wks
aft the last time i saw him
today had to take blood test!!!
doc drew 3 tubes!
and it hurt like hell!
it's to check for genetic disorder..
today saw baby's gender too.
it was a shape of a 'W'
so it's a baby boy!!
though i wanted a girl badly, but well im glad god's blessing me with
a healthy baby,
that's most impt!
the past few days baby's been kicking me so
mummy alr guessed it was a baby boy!
told at scanning doc was see his progression,
counting his fingers,
but baby not really co-operative,
so cant count both sides of the hands.
scan the brain and it was alright!
no extra fluid builing up.
and baby was TURNING non stop!!!
so it's gona be a mischievous boy!!
im just so anticipating for his arrival and im gona think of baby names!
though i have one in mind but gona consider...
and i got to buy NEW clothes!!!
boos canot take his cousin hazel's clothes cause
she's a baby girl!
so im gona shop at mothercare soon!
soon i'll post scans of baby! soon soon!!
mummy loves baby....!
Friday, December 5, 2008
a little update on baby!
today went to scan baby again,
it's to scan baby's neck thickness.
doc was very happy with the results he saw.
there's no excess swelling around the neck
so baby PASSED the first test!!!
it put my mind at ease at least =)))
nxt test would then to test for down syndrome.
but since there's no excessive fluid or abnormalities arnd baby,
im sure baby's gona be JUST FINE!! =))
doc scan my tummy and i saw baby upside down in my tummy this time round!
it was turning and turning around,
doc showed me and dearest,
baby's skeleton fingers,
(very defined alr, no more webbed fingers)
his feet dangling duno here and there,
body getting bigger,
the face of baby!
i saw his eyes and real tiny nose!!!
baby was not so active today,
mayb baby does not have enough space to swim around,
however when i took my weight
i was EXACTLY 50.0kg ONLY!!!!
so i think i REALLY did lose weight...!!
ohh boy poor baby must not be having enough food to eat!
i'll try to eat more and since im in my 2nd trimester now,
doc say appetite would get better.
let's pray so!
so feed me with food ok???!!
i'll promise to eat!
thats pretty much what i saw today of baby,
there's a small bump coming up alr,
doc noticed it too.
and im just contented with what im seeing of baby now! =)
Monday, December 1, 2008
it's always funny when you know that ppl are reading your blog and
they are talking about you.
yes mel we'll meet up for lunch when you start sch
and yes i know baby would be healthy
and NO im not skinny or skinner then before!
it's just i could not eat but now,
IM ALWAYS HUNGRY!!!
you wont believe it when i ate dinner at 6pm ytd,
at 10pm i was hungry but not really very,
so shared maggi with dearest at abt 11
and and and at 1am I WAS HUNGRY AGAIN!!!!
oh boy i can see myself growing fat!!!!
and come to think of it i think think think it's gona be a baby boy!!
because i thought i always feel baby swimming and pushing here and there
in my tummy and i thought i felt baby's heartbeat.
and i SERIOUSLY am NOT kidding!!
cause i know it's not a hungry feeling.
anw im going for scan this coming fri again.
i wonder what would i discover this time round!
my life's getting pretty interesting though.
and i went to see prams, milk bottles, diapers and everything!!
(im waiting for more discount then dearest and me can buy that pram we saw!
it's orange in colour though, but pretty swt!)
i've come to a conclusion even if it's a boy,
oh well i'll just try harder to have a girl the nxt time round =)
before i forget dearest wrote this really nice poem and read it out to me
on our wedding day
so here it goes:
Exceptional Love(title)
we share together this love,
today shall be the one of the most beautiful day of our lives,
till the end shall our love survive.
thank you for the love that you have showered me,
for i shall love you endlessly.
darling today we stand together as husband and wife,
our love ones and friends as our witness.
today my love,
you are so beautiful,
for,
you are the angel that is so wonderful.
our age difference never stop us from falling in love,
for it's true that we shall love.
let this be our best memories,
for ages to come with be our best summary.
childrens will be the fruits of our love and commitments,
yeards that we will spend will be memories in our moments.
i love you darling samantha.
and of course very silly me,
his this words made me cry and i was crying THROUGHTOUT
my speech of thank you!
how touching can that get and of course i cried until i looked TERRIBLE!!!
anw im just looking forward to the video and our baby's arrival! =)
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
alright i'll blog a little since i've not been blogging much.
went to see baby again on 14th nov
(oh so long ago and nxt fri im see baby again!)
anw doc said nxt appt is crucial cause it determines the thickness of baby's neck
da sao told me it's to test if baby has down syndrome.
ok i know im being stupid here but as a mummy to be,
there's this fear that i have which OF COURSE dearest cant feel it!
mayb when your are a mummy then you would understand what im saying!
i guess i've been a weak little girl from young,
had op before,
always full of sickness so yeah i fear im not in tip top condition
but YES i'll cast all those NONSENSE away and NOT even think of it!
baby's gona b a healthy one and and and it'll have
my eyes, my smile, my gentleness(if a girl), my sweetness,
NOT my laziness!
dearest's steadfastness, hardworkingness...
im moving to my 3rd month pretty soon
WHICH IS A GOOD NEWS!
and thats because the medicine i've been taking have been making me vomit alot!
so i've stopped today and im PERFECTLY fine!
not to forget,
when i saw baby at last scan baby looks really cute!!
baby was lying on the back, i saw baby's hands and legs, the head, body, nose,
and baby was kicking SOOOOOO actively!
the hands and legs were like flopping non stop and when i breathed,
baby bumped up and came down!
oh boy that image just keep replaying inside my memory
and i know baby's like on 3.14cm then!
but now i think baby's grown ermmmm twice the size??!!
(should be!)
alright i'll post pics of my scan when i can!
i'll find a way to scan my pictures and post it up soon!! =)
